Chapter 207 : C207
Gu Xia didn't know what he was thinking. He even said the word marriage.
A month ago, she was still an unmarried woman.
And now
She told herself that she was just testing the man's sincerity.
If he likes her as well, he will continue to associate with her on the premise of marriage, which will not affect their current relationship.
But obviously, Jin Huainan didn't respond to her at the first time. Instead, he frowned, as if he had heard a joke. There was helplessness in his light laughter: "what kind of stupid thing to say."
Marriage?
It's not like what she would say. Either he heard it wrong or she was confused?
Gu Xia's eyes disappeared from the loneliness in his eyes and repeated the "stupid words" -
"I said, let's get married."
It's not stupid, at least not now.
She didn't think about it, but tonight, she just needs an answer.
Good or bad.
The man's eyes are very secretive. The atmosphere in the car once fell to freezing point. The silence for a long time made her cold.
His silence is more painful than not responding.
"It's not good now. I don't plan to get married for the time being."
Finally, he gave the answer.
It was an answer she didn't want to hear.
This time, she really felt the position of her left atrium, in a faint pain.
"What if I say, I want to get married, and I want to stabilize my relationship with each other?"
Gu Xia said this with a few hoarse voice.
Jin Huainan looked at the person in front of him, and was very strange. Seeing her like this, he felt a little stuffy in his chest, which made him feel indescribable.
It's not that no woman has mentioned this before. There are many women who think that they can get married if they have a sexual relationship with him.
But every time, when they say something about their marriage, it's the time he ends the relationship with them.
Amorous men have always been ungrateful, but at this moment, in the face of her, he can't say a word of heartless.
To be married It's never in his mind.
"Gu Xia, we are very happy together now, aren't we?"
"Are we no longer happy after we get married?"
What he said is to keep this floor Sexual relationship is very good, not to mention marriage, each other can live well, right?
Finally, she sneered, not to look at him, looking at the direction outside the window.
From the beginning to the end, only she delivered the feelings.
And he just saw her as the same role as the women who had been with him.
Oh, that's ridiculous.
From the beginning, he provoked her first, and in the end, she was the one who was trapped.
"I don't deny that I like you, like your body, like the time with you." Jin Huainan didn't want to escape. He just opened his mouth.
"No woman beside me has ever been like you."
But for Jin Huainan, this does not mean anything, at most She's different, but she's still a woman.
Love this word, he does not understand, also does not want to try. But he liked her, for sure at the moment.
But this kind of love has not yet reached the stage of marriage.
Marriage is a shackle, he has always been used to freedom, used to what he wants. After marriage, the two people can no longer be as carefree as before.
His words, like honey, like her? But in fact, it's more painful than a sword.
In the end, she just became one of his many women. Maybe after a while, she will become the same woman in the restaurant, forgetting her name and everything.
"I see what you mean."
Gu Xia grinned and hooked his lips, laughing at himself.
Yuguo is right. Don't fall in love with Jin Huainan, or you will suffer only yourself in the end.
"Take me home. I'm tired tonight and want to be alone."
Jin Huainan: "good."
Then she sent her back. On the way back, the woman never said a word. She quietly looked at the night scene outside the window. She did not know when to get up. Her fingers were cold and could not detect the slightest temperature.
Jin Huainan glared at her side face, but he couldn't see his anger. He couldn't help thinking, did those words hurt her?
But he thought he was right and didn't want to cheat her.
Marriage, for him, will never do so unless he has to.
He and Tang Zhishen are never the same kind of people in the way of dealing with their feelings.
That guy has identified Yu Xiaoguo in his life, so sooner or later he will marry Yu Xiaoguo. For Tang Zhishen, marriage is the shackles of Yu Xiaoguo.
He is different from Jin Huainan. He doesn't want to be bound.Although it's nice to be loved by a woman, once the woman's love becomes his burden, Jin Huainan would rather not have the feeling imposed on him at the beginning.
But Gu Xia It's different from other women.
But tonight, she mentioned marriage, which surprised him and didn't like it.
The car stopped in the community, Gu xiawu untied the seat belt, was about to open the door to get off, the man pressed the back of her hand.
When she noticed that the temperature on her hand was as cold as frost, Jin Huainan's good-looking eyebrows frowned slightly, but only for a moment, and then said faintly: "you're too tired these days. Take a rest early in the evening. I'll pick you up in the morning the day after tomorrow."
"No, I'll be in a car with the photographer."
There was no doubt that there was a chill in her voice.
How could Jin Huainan not recognize it? It seems that he is really angry.
"About what you said just now..."
He wanted to say that he would think about it. Although the result of consideration is still the same answer, seeing that she is in a low mood and coaxing a girl, she has to say something she wants to hear.
In fact, Jin Huainan's words are that she has just broken her hand. You know my character, and I don't like to be bound by marriage
The implication was that she didn't want to marry him.
I don't think about it at all. I'll never think of it again!
The man heavy pupil dark, looking at her indifferent expression, does not seem to be deceiving him.
So She just said she was going to get married, just kidding him?
Inexplicably, when he heard this sentence, he did not feel relieved. On the contrary, his anger gradually rose.
Even Jin Huainan didn't notice this inexplicable anger. He just wanted to be without a burden. He pretended to be relaxed and hooked his lips, but he didn't know it in his smile --
"well, that's good."
Gu Xia's eyelashes trembled slightly. At this moment, her world seemed silent, leaving only his three words - that's good.
Well, that's good, as long as it's not married to him, is it?
It turned out that in his heart, he was so scared of the marriage she wanted.
"I'm tired. Goodbye."
As if more than a word do not want to say with him, get out of the car, she turned, head also did not return to the upstairs, leaving the other side a lonely back.
In this way, she fell in love with a man for the first time, and paid her heart for the first time.
For the first time, they will never happen again.
Jin Huainan wanted to say something more, but seeing her walking away, the words and sounds were stuck in her throat, and she couldn't make a sound any more.
She was very strange tonight. Of course, he had just said something heavy, but she didn't really want to get married, did she.
No more thought, the man drove away.